Yes exactly! I remember all those black clouds you speak of. Now I have so much of catching up to do in the happiness department and I'm having a blast. Lot's of dirty jobs, weekly insults and nasty comment from people but in the evening I have something to look forward to.Being your own boss is a good thing, and it does not matter if you are rich or poor because
their are a whole lot worse things you could live through... Be grateful for your freedom to
work at whatever pace you want to...
The Work will set you free... and if you are happy with your job that is really all that matters
I have worked for some total assho/es and had some pretty crummy souls to deal with over the years...
If you have ever had to work for some alcoholic dickhead, dealing with total incompetence
and watching them drink their company down the drain that was the low water mark for me....
those kind of depressing experiences makes where you are at right now all the sweeter....